tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809333221256292159.post1486956065876093268..comments2012-03-30T05:01:04.882+01:00Comments on thoughts released: I seem to be Invisible again.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04286924697639055157noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809333221256292159.post-13288358175377233002011-05-17T22:25:06.439+01:002011-05-17T22:25:06.439+01:00I'm not scheduled to see her for a few weeks, ...I'm not scheduled to see her for a few weeks, and I don't really want to prolong this hell for longer than I have to :(<br />She seems to think trying the other tabs might help me better as the highest safe dosage she's allowed to prescribe is 125mg. It's just the hell of having to wean my brain off citalopram I have to go through :(<br /><br />I'm trying to be good to myself, it's just not easy at the moment; typical depression thoughts all day - low self esteem, low value of myself, constantly questioning whether I'm 'safe' around people - not in a bad way, more in a 'not getting too close to only be let down' kind of way.<br /><br />This does feel like I've started again, gone back in time to 2008 - even the month is right.<br /><br />I need a diversion, somehow<br /><br />Thank you for your wise words as always<br />xxxAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04286924697639055157noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809333221256292159.post-54775531709658924672011-05-17T17:06:30.618+01:002011-05-17T17:06:30.618+01:00When do you see your doctor Martin?
I would trust ...When do you see your doctor Martin?<br />I would trust your feelings with the medication...<br />I also think that often when we feel vulnerable, we show vulnerability and that is easily abused and may be why you feel you are 'invisible.'<br /><br />Be good to yourself, okay xxxSia Janehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08120049607697882002noreply@blogger.com